Thursday, October 25, 2007

I wish my brain didn't work like this.

What kind of f------d up mother looks at the latest photos of her baby and thinks "That one would be a really good one for a memorial photo. It really captures his personality."

This kind of mother.

Oy.

I uploaded more pictures.

6 comments:

Ruby said...

A good, loving mother who has been through a lot.

niobe said...

Once one of your children has died, I don't think there's any way not to think that or something very much like it.

Mrs Macgyver said...

I think the same thing - it's an awful feeling....

Carole said...

The world just becomes a different place to us after we've had a child die. I catch myself in similar thoughts.
~Carole
http://thejourneyfromhere.blogspot.com
http://accordingtocarole.blogspot.com

charmedgirl said...

it's so easy to constantly feel like i want to *fix* myself by getting pregnant again. to just have (that) baby. but it's not true. thank god for honest women like you.

there is no way to NOT think like that...just try not to feel guilty about it. it's just thoughts.

pipsylou said...

a mother who knows how precious her child is. :)