Thursday, April 15, 2010

36 weeks, 3 days

I woke this morning feeling wrong. At 4 a.m. I felt slightly nauseous, bloated, and had an off-and-on backache, with maybe 2-3 contractions per hour. It hasn't turned into anything, but I feel the type of pressure in my bottom parts that is reminiscent of how I remember dilation feeling. So I am confident that I am not in real labour, but that I might get lucky and go into real labour in the next week or so.

Please don't remind me that women can experience false labour and dilation for 3 weeks before going into real labour. I am trying hard not to remember that.

What is a little hard to separate is that my only experience with "natural" labour was with C. So I distrust my body. I am just very, very grateful that this baby is very active, and seems to move every time I get a little anxious. A very reassuring little baby.

I just don't like this end part.

5 comments:

Rosepetal said...

The last line. Oh yeah. Times ten thousand.

Thanks for all your drinking water comments, I'm going to take your advice.

Aussie Kate said...

Hugs and love, I know how hard this last bit can be. Hoping bubs stays being good to you for many many years to come.

I'm betting that, by baby number three, your body is ready to kick into action soon.

kate said...

((((hugs))))) thinking of you!

Rosepetal said...

Do you have a date set? Is it today?

delphi said...

No date. OB will check me tomorrow and may leave me another week. I hope to nail him down for a solid date tomorrow...