When I clicked on Athena's blog, Held by Natalie Grant began playing on Athena's play list. Of course, I am familiar with the song (there are so few songs about this type of loss).
The frustrating thing is that it is so hard not to believe that "the promise" was to be protected from this kind of hurt. Maybe that's what I need to let go of.
In January of 2005, my son C. died. Then he was born. These are the 8 million pieces of my life, as I pick them up,one by one.
And now, featuring the addition of our second beautiful child, BB and his lovely sister E.
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1 comment:
I like to remember the line in Martina McBride's song, Anyway...
God is great
But sometimes life ain't good
and when I pray
It doesn't always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway
I do it anyway...
I know it is hard, but we know life can throw us sharp curves, and we must go on, losing Alex has been, up to this point in my life, the hardest things I have EVER had to go through. I know I'll be stronger in the end, and the pinhole of light at the end of the tunnel, gives me hope. and that's what we must cling to! Keeping you in my prayers!
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